“If equal affection cannot be,
Let the more loving one be me.” ―
I have had to say goodbye more times than I would have liked, being in my early twenties, there has always been this idea that people only should have to start saying goodbye when society dictates that they’ve lived long enough. Saying the word is always bittersweet, even if you don’t say it out loud it becomes a cathartic experience that we all eventually have to learn to deal with.
Throughout our trips around the sun we say goodbye to friends, loved ones, social stability, careers, school and even certain freedoms that we perhaps took for granted. But that’s not to say that every goodbye is permanent. Maybe a goodbye to who we once were is a good thing. The point is I know what it means to have to start over and to enter a world where your feelings are just that.
No matter how many times we do it, even when it’s for the greater good, it still stings. Although we’ll never forget what we’ve said goodbye to, we owe it to ourselves to keep moving foward. What we can’t do is live with ourselves in fear of the next goodbye becuse, chances are, they wont stop. As we grow, so do they. The trick is to recognise when a goodbye can be a good thing. When it’s a chance to start over.
Goodbye to old habbits, goodbye to bad habbits.